Seems like our relationship has just hit a plateau. I don't know if I should elaborate on further since there is no right or wrong in a relationship. I could neither say that he's at fault nor I'm entirely right. But one thing for sure - something has gone seriously wrong. I think that it's challenging to find out what that 'something' is because it just invaded into our relationship without a trace. And possibly, there could be nothing.
I've been trying hard to communicate with him. I asked. I listened. But it didn't seem to work out. Maybe, he's just bad at expressing his thoughts. Or maybe, it's really hard for him to express difficult feelings. On the other hand, maybe I'm just being possessive. However, is meeting up twice a week too much? I seriously doubt so as we used to meet up everyday. If twice a week is too much, how are we going to spend the rest of our lives seeing each other every single day?
To be honest, I feel that you take me for granted. I really feel like giving up. I feel like getting out of your life so that you will appreciate me more. I know that you've been really good to me. But I still feel that something is missing. These fragmented thoughts just make me feel really annoyed. Whatever.
